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homework sucks a dick.
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[27 Oct 2007|05:53pm] |
So, Sarah Silverman was hilarious. And our seats were actually pretty darn good. I feel like she was struggling, though...she seemed to have a hard time getting the jokes out, and was really easily distracted.
Fun night, though. Blackout tonight, and it's Fani's first game!!! yayyyyy!!!
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[19 Oct 2007|12:43am] |
I hate feeling like everyone's the same.
Fun = this.
well, I disagree. too bad only like 5 people in the fucking world agree with me. It's gonna be a lonely life at this rate.
Good thing I love what I do, or I'd be living on some island somewhere. And I might die, all alone out there with the wilderness...
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[22 Sep 2007|12:24am] |
I've never felt so alone. This three year chunk has been a real mystery.
I hate Tallahassee. I hate living in a college town.
I hate what beer can do to people. Especially what it does to their families. I can't even look at beer tonight.
I have no one to share things with. SO many people tell me I'm "weird" or "nuts" when I say things I believe or things that I think about. Even people that I consider close to me.
Sometimes I'm okay with that. Sometimes it gets old.
I have a hard time believing that I am meant to be in all this right now. Am I in the wrong place? What the hell am I doing wrong?
"It's hard to be a leader amongst a bunch of followers."
I wish Mike lived here. He's one of the only people I've ever met who REALLY gets me.
A person can only take so much. I don't see whats so wrong with being defeated for once.
I'm tired. Exhausted. Lonely. Inspired. Desperate. Hopeful. Scared.
I know it'll be worth it, when its all said and done.
Sorry I only use livejournal when I'm either extremely happy or extremely down. I swear I'm not bipolar.
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[13 Sep 2007|11:17pm] |
ok, so in one of my classes today this girl brought her son. He's 4, and pretty cute.
Well...throughout class, he kept shouting, and being loud, and everyone would look over and go, "oh god, he is just so adorable!" or "just look at that little face...priceless!"
Meanwhile...I'm thinking....IM IN CLASS! I WANT TO STRANGLE THAT CHILD! MAKE HIM SHUT UP!
So...is something wrong with me because I don't like children? Well, at least when they're loud.
I'm not having kids, unless they agree to never bother me, which wont happen. So I'm not having kids.
Selfish? No. Honest.
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[03 Aug 2007|07:34pm] |
SUMMER CLASSES ARE OVER!!!!
I did awesome. Probably because I had ZERO distractions for the first time in my life. I had no idea I was so smart.
yayyyy summer is finally here!!!!!
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[22 Jul 2007|05:41pm] |
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HAIRSPRAY was actually a really great movie.
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[18 Jul 2007|11:44pm] |
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I love my life.
I have like...5 friends. I'm really honored to have every one of them. Nothing more needed.
I love my classes. Oh, and my brain.
Music makes me happy. Especially when I can turn other people on to stuff. Best feeling ever.
I have a big butt, and my legs jiggle. I recently discovered that this is the case with most little Italian women my age. I like it.
I don't fit in anywhere. Haven't in a long time. Maybe this is because I'm special. Too unique to fit right with a group.
I love people who are the complete opposite of me.
Painting is the best way I know how to express myself. Besides yelling.
I have a wise old soul, and the sense of humor of a dirty 10 year old.
I am disgusted by what happens in the name of God, but won't let it stop me from believing.
I can't imagine being any more passionate than I am about what I'm studying. It moves me, daily.
I am going to change the world. Even if its only for one person.
I want to get married someday. Not any time soon.
I want to see the world, and meet people all over it.
I want to live until I can say, "I've done it all!"
I've been waiting so long for just ONE person to find me interesting. Just for being me. Not because they agree with my ideas, not because they think I'm pretty, not because they like how I make them feel about themselves, but because I am someone worth setting time aside for.
Never thought I could be that person.
Feels good!
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[10 Jun 2007|02:56pm] |
I want to go on a trip.
Thats the worst part about traveling, and having a wonderful time. You want to do it again like....a week later.
I neeeeeeeeed a freaking jobster to call meeee so that I can have money and GO ON ANOTHER TRIP TO SOMEWHERE BETTER THAN TALLAHASSEE, WHERE I SIT ON MY ASS AND DO NOTHING ALLLLLLLL THHHHHEEE TIIIIMMMMEEEEE!!!!
Am I seriously complaining about this? Spoiled brat?...DONE.
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[02 Jun 2007|08:59pm] |
I love my new place.
I need a job.
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[16 May 2007|12:11pm] |
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dear God, Vegas is the most ridiculous place on earth. I think I laughed more there, than anywhere I've ever been in my life.
Cirque's Beatles show "LOVE" was freaking amazing. Saw it twice in 1 week!
STAYING AT OUR HOTEL: Tom Hanks, David Spaid (sp?), Vito from the Sopranos, Robin Leech (sp again?), Cameron Diaz, Kevin Berlin....oh my goodness, sorry to be a cheeseball, but I get super excited when I am reminded that celebs are just regular people, and its funnnnn. I didn't get to meet Tom or Cameron, but I'm sure they were looking for me the whole time.
The pageant was fun, I got paid an insane amount of money to do close to nothing. PLUS, I got to see Vegas, and met some of the most amazing people ever. I had a great time.
Kevin Berlin invited me to stay with him in Florence. So....Italy trip, anyone??? This dude is AWESOME! kevinberlin.com
I hate humidity.
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[04 May 2007|01:08pm] |
Spiderman 3 was interesting. Parker got hurt, and then turned insanely emo, and it was pretty hilarious.
I thought it was pretty cool though.
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[01 May 2007|11:29pm] |
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Rachel + Missy + Shayna + Tally the dog = BEST APARTMENT QUAD EVAAAHHHH!!!
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[22 Apr 2007|11:41pm] |
Im moving out in...3 weeks. Can't wait. Livin with THE Missy...I hope!
I'll be in Vegas in 2 weeks. Im gonna meet Kevin Berlin!!! Check out his "snacks over Manhattan" series. Some of the funniest paintings/explinations for paintings EVERRRR.
This semester has been INSANE. Can't believe it's over.
I officially can't stand passive agressiveness (if thats a word). If you've got something to say, SAY IT!
oi vey.
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[12 Feb 2007|10:21pm] |
everyone is obsessed with sex.
theres a lot more to life. i promise.
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[09 Feb 2007|01:27am] |
dude, Anna Nichole Smith (sp?) is dead! That is soooo weird. That creeeeepy lawyer guy killed em all.
filming was sooooo much fun, and I officially want to be a movie star.
Goodfellas is a fantastic movie.
Mr. Bucket is the funniest game ever.
Queen random? DONE.
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[02 Feb 2007|02:17pm] |
not really.
But yay, I got a part in a film school movie, and I'm excited!!
I play this heartbreaker girl, who gets kidnapped, then saved, then killed. HAHA. I hope I dont laugh too much, and then they get someone else...
whateverrr, im funna win da oscar.
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[25 Jan 2007|10:16pm] |
Turns out I live 10 feet from a special ed ONLY school. My dreams have all come true, I start February 1st!
I hate when people lie to try and spare your feelings. Ya know, that hurts more. I dont need it.
Ed Tarkington is married, and very fond of telling his students. Good thing I only spent 9 bucks on the book for his class. What a tease...
I think people watch dumb shows like American Idol to somehow feel better about their own lives. In fact, I think people watch all reality tv to feel better about themselves. At least, thats why I watch 'I Love New York.'
I need a new place to live, and I'm on the hunt. 1303-OUT!
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[22 Jan 2007|11:04pm] |
I can't wait to move out of my place. I really don't know how much longer I can take it.
God is funny. Just when you're about to give up on him, he blows you away.
I have amazing friends (even though they are few, theyre wonderful), great family, a wonderful, loving boyfriend, and I am talented more than I recognize on a daily basis. It's time to stop feeling sorry for myself, and harping on the things, and people, I've lost over the past few years, and start seeing the things that have remained and become even more important to me. Im pumped.
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